Real love, please knock on my door!

The greatest pleasure in life is to love - and  be loved in return!

I know whats missing. I know what makes me freeze the time in my mind while times running besides. Heartache. 

Love’s really a game - you can’t restrain.

Why is love so complicated and causing so much pain?

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Guys have made me melt like ice and believed in their sweet sweet lies, but now I´m burning because of that my heart is hurting. I´m holding on a rope - got me 10 feet off the ground. I´m constantly preoccupied and I´ve realized that I can’t go on like this anymore because it’s a menthal suiside. It’s time to break the pattern! I have to move on - AGAIN. But for each time the lovelife doesn’t work out (which has been several times so far) - a mountain of hurted feelings are building up inside of me, which I can’t erase. Love is a very energy demanding process.

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It’s around us - the pressure from the community. To be in a relationship is the most accepted shape of liveing. A man and woman in love is the ideal, what else is out there, more acceptable? You´re concidered successful when you’re in a relationship and everything is working in the long run. If you’re single that’s okey - but not for too long - then you´re seen like odd. It’s crazy how we’re influenced of our surrounding and from within. The driving force to find love is makeing us acting the way we do. 

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In media almost every song is about love, in TV, in our daily life and among our friends aswell - everyone and everything is telling us to be with someone. I´m a hopeless case - at least right now. All I want is to be a part of the human race, and that is by loveing a guy - and be loved in return. But it’s easier said than done. I hate to wait, I can’t stand the words : "It’ll come :)" SCREW THAT! I need to feel alive though satisfy my hunger of love. "Nothing else matters". Melancholic. Love, set me free - before my life press delete.