Warning, this contribution is insane - so you don't have to read it...

I know your love won’t show so I feel stupid beacuse my heart is telling me to not let you go.

Why can’t I see what’s in front of me? I see the doors that I can’t open. Adding locks from time to time. When it opens something blocks me. And I´m asking myself why. Did I take the step I wanted? Was it just a state of mind? I feel sorry for myself everytime I close my eyes.

And I´m falling into a hole and I can’t take no more.

Why can’t I see what’s in  front of me?

What’s behing the door I wonder. Must be brighter than my past. Will I feel a little different, when I take myself across? Was it really worth the turning? Was it just a foolish task? I feel sorry for myself when I open up my eyes.

And I´m falling into a hole and I can’t take no more.

Baby, sometimes I wish I never met you - the guy of my dreams, because there’s really no way to reach you. And now... I just can’t forget about you. Still, it´s your "mistake" that I like you as well, bacause you´re so nice to me. If you wouldn´t be - then I would go on, but how can I do that now - when you entice me to you? Tell me why...

you seem to be such a hearbreaker?!

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And the bleeding consequences (in my mind) of your actions:

Love is a mental suicide!

That’s right: http://maria-trace.tripod.com/trace.mp3