I'm so sick of lovesongs and neverending tears

I was going to a party but I had no one to go with so I showed up late and had to leave before they even cut the cake, welcome to heartbreak. 

How much more can I take? Is there any tears left in me? Seems like it, cause I’m crying now.  Does this heartbreak want to kill me? Probably.

I’m so fed up with having tears pouring down my face, still I can’t turn off that base... with the music which reminds me of him, us, this shit.

I just want to forget it. Throw a cocconut in my head someone, PLEASE - so I’ll forget that he even existed in my life, and stole a huge part of it.

I got constant headache, my eyes are red, my heart have melt. I can’t look back but not look forward either, because he’ve made me a coward. 

Every night I cry myself to sleep, trying to figure out a solution, but I can’t find anyone. In dreams I see what could´ve been, but it’ll never come true.